During 17/8/2011 at night, suddenly i get the inspiration to paint, because that day my Internet connection was blocked. I really like that feeling while i am painting. I feel very relax and enjoy during the time.
When I lost my hobbies, i become easy to frustrate and inpatient. After i find back my hobbies, i know the important to work something step by step and don't rush it. Painting is a process to create something that need time and patient. When i was a child my 1st hobby is painting and writing the mathematical figures on the wall of my room. I still remember i like to draw castles and flora especially are tulips, so during i was a child until my secondary school i can focus and patient to do my task and study.
However when i enter my university i have lost my focus and lost my direction and become inpatient and talk less, but i don't realize what is really happen. Now a day i only realize because i lost myself and my hobbies, because during the time when i was studied in my university i never bring my painting equipments.However i will buy it while i saw it during the time i went for shopping then i will bring it back home. Most of the time in hostel i will spend with movies, dramas, browse the web, social activities and Facebook besides studying and working on assignments and projects. Now i realize those can't satisfy me and let me feel relax, clam and peace.
This is the paint that i have work on 17/8/2011 at night over11pm until 18/8/2011 at almost 2am morning.
你太紧张了。。。好好的学会放松。。。人绷得太急会物极必反的。。。适当的放松会让你突然领悟的。。。今天我终于看到你学会了。。^^
ReplyDeletei hope so ^.^ i know it but the important thing is can i implement it in my life ~
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