我們都一樣. We are the same

 
我們都一樣
推開窗看見星星　
一直守在夜空中 心中不免多了些　
暖暖的感動 一閃一閃的光　
努力把黑夜點亮　氣氛如此安詳 你在我的生命中　

是那最閃亮的星 一直在我深夜中　
守護著我們的夢
這世界那麼大　
我的愛只想要你懂
陪伴我孤寂旅程 

你知道我的夢　你知道我的痛
你知道我們感受都相同
就算有再大的風　也擋不住勇敢的衝動 努力的往前飛　
再累也無所謂
黑夜過後的光芒有多美
分享你我的力量　就能把對方的路照亮 

我想我們都一樣　渴望夢想的光芒
這一路喜悅彷徨　不要輕易說失望 回到最初時光　
當時的你多麼堅強 那鼓勵讓我難忘 

你知道我的夢　你知道我的痛
你知道我們感受都相同
就算有再大的風　也擋不住勇敢的衝動 努力的往前飛　
再累也無所謂
黑夜過後的光芒有多美
分享你我的力量　就能把對方的路照亮 努力的往前飛　
再累也無所謂
黑夜過後的光芒有多美
分享你我的力量　就能把對方的路照亮

你知道我的夢　你知道我的痛
你知道我們感受都相同
就算有再大的風　也擋不住勇敢的衝動 努力的往前飛　
再累也無所謂
黑夜過後的光芒有多美
分享你我的力量　就能把對方的路照亮

你知道我的夢　你知道我的痛
你知道我們感受都相同
就算有再大的風　也擋不住勇敢的衝動 努力的往前飛　
再累也無所謂
黑夜過後的光芒有多美
分享你我的力量　就能把對方的路照亮 

We are the same
Opened the window to see the stars in the night sky has been observe
Inevitably become more warm hearts touched
Efforts twinkling light lit the night so serene atmosphere

You are the most shining star in my life.
We have been guarding the middle of the night in my dreams
This world is so big, I just want you to know love
Accompany me lonely journey

You know my dream, you know my pain
You know we all feel the same
Even if there is another big wind can not hold back the urge to brave
Effort does not matter how tired to fly forward
How light the night after the darkness
We will be able to share our power to illuminate the other side of the road

I think we have the same desire to dream of light
This way the joy of wandering Do not say disappointed
Back to the beginning of time how strong you was
Let me never forget that encourage

You know my dream, you know my pain
You know we all feel the same
Even if there is another big wind can not hold back the urge to brave
Effort does not matter how tired to fly forward
How light the night after the darkness
We will be able to share our power to illuminate the other side of the road
Effort does not matter how tired to fly forward
How light the night after the darkness
We will be able to share our power to illuminate the other side of the road

You know my dream, you know my pain
You know we all feel the same
Even if there is another big wind can not hold back the urge to brave
Effort does not matter how tired to fly forward
How light the night after the darkness
We will be able to share our power to illuminate the other side of the road

You know my dream, you know my pain
You know we all feel the same
Even if there is another big wind can not hold back the urge to brave
Effort does not matter how tired to fly forward
How light the night after the darkness
We will be able to share our power to illuminate the other side of the road

5 April 2015

I feel very sad. When I look at bouquet of rose and flower given from a guy to girl.
I often questions myself why I never receive bouquet of rose or flower from other. Even my boyfriend or husband never give to me.
Is I not pretty enough .... I feel hurt and even regret to having the relationship like that...

If I still don't hv boyfriend or husband maybe I still can keep my hope I will hv a romantic and wonderful boyfriend or husband.

Now all my dreams hv been destroyed. I feel disappointed and everything I feel stress and even feel want to kill myself bcs of my stupid decision making myself suffer...

Time to time is passing. I need to keep encourage myself be better and keep independent.
I hv thinking myself alrd in an unstable emotion. Now I alrd hard to take care and hv stable emotions and life, I dont want hv baby...I don't want make baby feel sad or I feel more suffer....if I can't open my mind maybe I will killing myself and even hurt the baby being in the unstable emotional. I should keep myself stay in positive and avoid all the unhappy.

Avoid to meet my husband, before or everything we meet, I will wish or hope from him bring a wonderful day for me. When we meet more usually both of us will end with disappointment. My heart being hurt and hurt again and again...something I really don't know what I should do. Everything I hope and wish to meet him, but evrything also end of unhappiness.

Maybe he hv try his best alrd, I can't alway blame him. I just can blame myself of making this choices. I just hv chance to meet a better one... I know it maybe will not happen, but this is one of the reason I stay a life bcs I still hope and believe I will having better life and spouse.